on studying

i've been slacking off.
gomennasai.
i'll do it properly.
nihongo no benkyou.
chanto yarimasu kara.
i'll pass the jlpt exam.

free time and daydreams

so what do you do on your free time?
as expected, not doing anything is impossible isn't it.
what does "free time" mean anyway?
there's no such thing.
there's only the time when you're not doing something profitable.
meaning, no money generated from such activity.
like sleeping, doing a hobby, watching tv, dvd, you name it.
well there are some people who earns income from their hobby, right?
like painting, drawing, arts and crafts.
but if they were me, i wouldn't sell the product of my hobby.
that's if i had one.
as for me, during my free time, i like to sleep.
that's because i like to dream.
and it's frustrating once you wake up not remembering what you dreamt about.
i also dream while awake you know.
there's so many things to dream about in this world.
when i say dream, it yields more to the fantasy realm than in reality.
why not.
it's fun. imagination wanders to its limits.
and whenever imagination is active, you can become anyone and anything.
there's no boundary to what you can do.
so dream.
and have them inspire you to become a better you.
=)

on words

words have different meanings.
it all depends on how one says it.
sometimes it's better not to say anything
but people often speak just for the sake of saying something.
erasing the silence surrounding them.
why silence is the most awesome experience a person can have.
more often than not, people say things that they regret saying.
because words often come out wrongly said.
now, how to say things right, i do not really know.
as i am a stoic kind of person.
i'm no good in expressing emotions through words.
because it's not all about the words you use.
the sound of your voice, the pause, the facial expression you have while speaking,
are just some of the considerations in understanding the meaning of words you say.
it's not very easy using words and speaking and conveying something.
there's the risk of being misunderstood.
so speak well.
the best way must be is to speak sincerely.